Knowing You

smell of ocean

Ah, let me not know you
according to the little box
you have created for yourself,
however sunny its windows
and engaging its points of views

Let me not think
we can only know each other
if our boxes haply interlock.
We are so much grander than that!

Let me know you by the
bright winds of your thought,
the way you meet the broad air
and the smell of ocean,
Let me know you by your tender observation
of that which captures your delight,
by what you come to understand,
and what your hands master

Let me not even require connection
to know your worth,
Let the free ranging of your being
give me joy
for whatever span
it falls across my day.

©Wendy Mulhern
March 4, 2016

Reconciling

tree limbs, sky

Still longing for
the completed circuit,
the gathering of everything,
the fulfilled promise,
putting it all to bed
at end of day

Longing for that,
even as the greater light
begins to rise,
providing higher resolution,
where the dearly held
dream of reconciliation
is subsumed
by the fact of oneness.

©Wendy Mulhern
January 15, 2016

Beans

moon in trees

This smoothing truth
silences the petty bean counter
who tallies wrongs
and weighs the price
of full forgiveness

It spills the beans
(shiny and hard,
skidding and bouncing) —
they roll off to find
their ground, their soil,
their splitting and swelling
and becoming

And as for us —
this truth counts us whole,
counts us in.

©Wendy Mulhern
January 14, 2016

Thaw

Calipooeia November

When you let go,
your laughter is so gentle,
and the unforgiving angles
cease to jab at me
and strain at us

I can rest easy
in the suppleness
of thought suffused
with the powerful melting force
of love, of soft surrender,
enabling flow and sweet intermingling
as we ripple and tumble
into clarity.

©Wendy Mulhern
January 13, 2016

Security

Greenlake ducks and trees

I will feel safe
when I know
there is no way
I can fall from grace
in your eyes
by being myself

Then I will stretch
into the farthest edges
of myself. I will wake up
all my toes, my fingertips
and my wings. My skin,
and all the currents within me,
my stride, my dance, my rhythm,
my hearing and my vision

All this will feel secure
in the fine deep space
you hold for me
in the warmth of your gaze,
in the kindness of your eyes.

©Wendy Mulhern
January 12, 2016

Starting Over

bricks

They often wished
they could start over again —
debts cancelled, unfortunate words
retracted, sideways first impressions
wiped away

They had the feeling
if they could only be seen
in their true light,
they would be understood,
if they were given a chance,
they could convey their true regard

Let us then consider:
Others have wished this
as much as we have.
Let’s give them a chance
to start over.

©Wendy Mulhern
December 28, 2015

Course Correction

steel sun beach

Forgive me. I have overstepped.
I should have known.
Thank you. For in this rebuff
I have come to understand
I was off course. I must not
take personal credit
for that which shines through me,
I must not
try to direct it, make it a story
(featuring me)

That which shines me
may have other vectors in mind
and is calling me
to a more present focus,
to work that magnifies
peace for everyone,
letting worries slide away,
letting each idea
come in and be received
in its perfect time.

©Wendy Mulhern
December 6, 2015

Saved

two old firs

We will not save each other
but we will be saved.
When our tallies fail,
when our expectations fall,
and we’ve both put up our barriers
and each need to be saved first,
we can not save each other

But the fact that we reached out our hands
invokes the ever present aid,
the way we once saw light within each other
has earned our eyes the power to see the light

The light will save us
as it always has,
for it has never left us from its sight.

©Wendy Mulhern
December 3, 2015

Simple Warmth

low sun on west side

These days our circles are clipped
by cold, by early darkness,
and my gratitude glows bright
for simple warmth —
the miraculous heat of your body
bringing me in to the safety
that melts my hard edges,
the rigid shivering giving thankful place
to the reception
of your radiation,
effortless, smooth,
comforting to the bone.

©Wendy Mulhern
November 29, 2015