Boldly

Katama 2

On that morning
after the first thunderstorm
when the wind was still warm and moist and gusty
and the waves blew in boisterous cross directions,
light gray-green, hazy and salty

I had no fear
of the caution-warning voices,
no fear of surf crash or riptide
or the blanket enjoinment
against swimming alone

I knew when I got down the beach a ways,
I would go in boldly,
running down to the place
where the round stones tumbled
and I could dive through the turbulence
into the calm
so I could bob in the delightful coolness,
up and down with the waves

I felt so surely my belonging
in the elemental lustiness,
in the dance of water,
in the spray of salt,
that I didn’t know what could possibly
convince me to come out

Till suddenly it was time
to ride a wave
and find my foothold in the flowing sand
and step out while strong water
grabbed at my legs,
dig my toes in,
climb out into the morning wind.

©Wendy Mulhern
August 1, 2016

Rising

cirrus at Weaver Lane

Your soul each morning
walks out open,
arms spread, ready as a kite
to catch the updraft of being,
to soar and scud, to dive and dance
along the upward currents,
to rise and rise,
even as your gifts flow
out and around,
to let the impulse multiply
and come back through again,
ever cycling, ever linked
by mutual nourishment
to other cycles,
other life forms rising and releasing,
all of us emerging as a whole.

©Wendy Mulhern
July 21, 2016

Joy Wins

lower pasture, july

Joy wins —
It is the starting point,
the quality of every impetus

Not something hoped for,
waited for, a distant endpoint,
not something to emerge
(perhaps) after travail and sorrow

(Though it does emerge there,
being unsuppressable, waiting,
always, for the point when,
drama spent, we pause from flailing)

Joy wins.
It is the trumpeting
of everything we are,
not tied to loss or gain
but simply here —
the life force pulsing us
through every day.

©Wendy Mulhern
July 20, 2016

Habit

Magnuson shore

You don’t need to swallow
the bitter drink of disappointment
even though it’s a habit

You don’t need to close your eyes and nod
while the gall spreads down your throat
and pools of it settle behind your eyes,
and your teeth grind together
in the misery of another brick in your wall
of small

You can set that cup down,
you can bow your head,
you can wait to be filled
the way water fills footprints
in shiny sand

You can insist
on drawing no conclusions
until joy rises up
to smooth your brow.

©Wendy Mulhern
July 15, 2016

Full

bird flying

This breath will lift you
to the very corners of your being —
nay, for your being is a plane
that extends infinite, far beyond
the page, the canvas

This breath will fill you instantly
although you are infinite —
you will rise at the brim point
of satisfaction, you will fly
in the full power of your wings

For indeed, though your presence
fills the field of all that you can see or know,
you still have locus to express the impulse
of your joy, you still can soar
along the contours of your love.

©Wendy Mulhern
May 13, 2016

Being

tulips

In one moment, I felt myself released
from time, from space, from history —
I saw my being as comprised of
what I’d always thought was hope
but now I saw was truth,
the impulse given me,
the exclamation of my presence
which nothing can diminish

In another moment, standing
freshly in the garden,
with the rain stopped
and all the scents rising
in the open gratitude
for all this life given,
I was clearly here,
attached to these particulars,
still with this purpose
of being joy.

©Wendy Mulhern
April 29, 2016

Madrugada

riparian smaller

Birds sing with the freshness
of air that has been warmed
by the sun, cooled in the night,
and awaits the cusp of morning,
the floating moment
where warm and cool
rest in perfect balance
and the most delicate fragrances
reach full volatility

Gratitude is the elixir
which gives rise to joy,
huge flocks of it
turning as one
filling up the whole day.

©Wendy Mulhern
April 8, 2016

Things That Bring Joy

cirrus clouds

The sudden scent of fir and earth
where sun has warmed them,
the gentle bend of grasses in the breeze,
the spread of cirrus clouds across a blue sky,
the flight of birds, the distant murmuring of trees

The ready rising to a task at hand,
the steady focusing, a problem solved,
hard work brought through to its intended end,
a bath, a pizza, friends to top the evening off

But most of all, to help another feel their worth,
to see their genius and to celebrate it,
This joy encompasses all that I live for,
brings me full circle,
hails heart, hearth and earth.

©Wendy Mulhern
July 19, 2015

Light through Leaves

carkeek maple

This color of green —
light on leaves, light through leaves,
invokes a happiness
that shows my empathy

Like other living things
they are most beautiful
when they are receiving
that which feeds them,
when they are giving
that for which they were made,
when they are being
what they are designed to be —
drinkers of light,
bringers of sweet energy.

©Wendy Mulhern
June 11, 2015

carkeek dancing tree2

The Dawn of You

the dawn of you

The sky is waiting
for the dawn of you —
your full orb to follow
these beams which already
have lighted and thrilled it

We are waiting
for our fingers
to meet your outstretched hands,
for the sweet interlock
through which will course
unbounded joy

There’s no hurry about it:
What we see already of you
is enough for now —
the bright anticipation
kindles us, in this moment’s reception
of all that glows glorious
as your heart rises.

©Wendy Mulhern
June 10, 2015