Shelters

shelters

Later in life, I’ve found
there are many kinds of shelter,
many ways we lean upon each other,
many structures that give us what we need

(fairy tale castles, after all,
being hard to come by,
and within, beset by drafts and rodents,
picture perfect cottages proved lacking
in dimension)

I have a lean-to in a corner of my mind
that’s made of nothing, as far as I can tell,
except my love,
I have a fire
that delights me every time
I find it still burning,
its cheering flames
produced by time with friends

I have a sense that after
all my fumbling efforts at this life,
the shelters lost, or casually abandoned,
I’ll come to find that nothing mattered,
and everything did,
that shelter resides
in any circle of support,
and they are numerous
as crystals on the shore.

©Wendy Mulhern
April 28, 2016

Going Home

rock with puddle

We’re all trying to go home.
The flailing stumbling is part of it,
the bold euphoric leaps are, too,
as is the boisterous chatter
and the quiet yearning,
as are the careful plans
and the impulsive searching

We’re all trying to be home,
and we will find it,
because it isn’t far
from every one of us,
for in home
we live and move and have our being.

©Wendy Mulhern
January 24, 2016

Lift Off

lift off

I could be coming to the point
where progress along the ground
becomes impossible,
where my feet no longer
can reach down, can find traction

And it doesn’t matter
that my brief hopes
to be a speedy runner
are dashed,
It doesn’t matter either
if the ground ends
just a few yards ahead,
and it may not matter
that I don’t know how to steer

This is not in my hands,
not in my feet either.
My heart is going home
so I guess
it has to bring me along.

©Wendy Mulhern
December 19, 2015

Welcoming

sleek alders

We put up lights
to welcome you home,
well knowing that
you must have home in you
to feel at home

You may bring it with you
or leave it behind,
or you could come searching for it —
for all those possibilities,
we summon light,
we celebrate you in our hearts,
we play the music,
prepare your place,
we tend the glow
that makes us home.

©Wendy Mulhern
December 16, 2015

Simple Warmth

low sun on west side

These days our circles are clipped
by cold, by early darkness,
and my gratitude glows bright
for simple warmth —
the miraculous heat of your body
bringing me in to the safety
that melts my hard edges,
the rigid shivering giving thankful place
to the reception
of your radiation,
effortless, smooth,
comforting to the bone.

©Wendy Mulhern
November 29, 2015

For the Holidays

golden trees

I will make my home a temple,
I will make this a holy place,
a holy time,
where all who come here
will feel hallowed

No cold will seep in around the edges,
no rain, no fear,
no one will sit in uneasy silence
as if they can’t put their whole weight down,
escaping through the wormhole of their phones,
looking affronted when asked,
“who are you texting?”

I will make my home a halo
so everyone in it is bathed
in golden light
that will stay with them when they go —
They can take it with them
as a homing device
so they can access home
wherever they are.

©Wendy Mulhern
November 23, 2015

Night Travel

sunup oak bluffs

In the absence of pillows
and space to stretch out,
I still traveled well,
in the company of angels,
in the comfort of belonging
wherever I was,
richly entertained
with memories and gratitude
for what I’m learning,
and eyes to see the kindness of others
and their joys,
and the freedom
that tucks me in with all the space around me,
charging all with potent portent,
setting me down at journey’s end,
perpetually home.

©Wendy Mulhern
August 11, 2015

Home

view from MV window

In surprise moments
stepping out from a room
or coming around a corner
I breathe home

There is a kind of home I take with me —
a comfort on the bus, and walking unknown streets,
There is the home of outlook,
the flavor with which my eyes frame everything

But this kind of home
jumps into me,
a complete surprise,
gift from the land, the air:
the scent of belonging —
not me claiming it,
it claiming me,
gathering me
calling me its own.

©Wendy Mulhern
May 30, 2015

On the land again

pasture

Pasture, like water,
changes color with the hours,
the days, the seasons

Fog nestles in, and rises,
dew falls, and sparkles,
wind strokes the shafts of grass with light
under the half sun

Greens and reds from this year’s growth,
purples and silvers from last years,
shimmer in the full sun’s late appearing

 

No wonder I find myself
soaring. Joy bubbles lift me
(despite ungainly boots)
along the stream of bird song,
pure and high and clear
(sound of wingbeat in my ear)
the seething breathing of everything
filling me up whole.

©Wendy Mulhern
May 25, 2015

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