Windows of Heaven

“Prove me now herewith” —

For they are indeed open,
present in everything that fills with light,
waiting in the spaces
between our expectations

Windows of heaven
ready to pour forth such brightness,
such soul-gracing truth
that all our limitations dissolve.

We step across the threshold
caught up in glory.

©Wendy Mulhern
May 9, 2018

Between

Alone, I find myself drifting
in some odd space between hunger and tears.

The day is benign, and everything is breathing —
Clearly, it all knows that breath is gratitude,
and that it’s enough to fully engage with it,
taking in and releasing
in the dance of mutual blessing

It almost seems I could join with it.
It almost seems like something I could never leave,
something I have never left.

©Wendy Mulhern
May 7, 2018

Lifting

Calmly we are instructed
to stop whatever it was we were doing,
whatever it was we were thinking,
and wait for the lifting,
the gentle sifting
where all the cold gray lumps
of worry, expectation, disappointment,
precipitate and fall away
and the pure joy
of flying in Soul’s murmuration
becomes the center
of what and where we are.

©Wendy Mulhern
April 22, 2018

Carried

Sometimes it feels good
at least to imagine being carried,
at least to act as if the fate of the world
(or my small part of it)
doesn’t depend on the quality
of my thoughts, doesn’t depend on me

And indeed, this may be a key —
to unscrunch my eyebrows
and release the worry entailed
in thinking I have to drive something
so much bigger than I am

Let this be a lesson to me,
that the soaring harmony of spheres
knows how to take care of itself.

©Wendy Mulhern
April 13, 2018

Snail’s Pace

And in the ponderous time
it seems to take
to do the simple tasks,
may we gain experience
in presence, and in gratitude,
in noticing, in overcoming

And how we find our rhythm
with all the things that don’t need clocks,
that arc along the day
according to their own grace,
the kiss of rain or sun
enough to crown their deeds.

©Wendy Mulhern
April 10, 2018

Promises

Across this path the trees
have written of themselves,
their shadows elegant,
celebrating the gift of sunlight,
their gift to us who walk here
while the wind blows strong
and spring is still a promise

And promise is something
that we’re looking for,
along with any signs that clarify:
promises are not about the future,
promises express the grace of now.

©Wendy Mulhern
April 5, 2018

Spring

Hush. It is good
that we be quiet,
the better to hear the soft stirring,
underground, of swelling seeds,
the gentle parting of willing soil,
so recently too hard to move

It is good that we be quiet
to form the backdrop of gratitude
for the early warble of birds
unafraid to be first
to celebrate the dawn

In the sacred quiet, our hearts
relax from taut waiting,
even before we can otherwise sense
the springing forth
of our perennial grace.

©Wendy Mulhern
April 2, 2018

Flashback

I’m walking through the city park,
my face full of sun —

My mind dips back suddenly
to another such time,
long ago,
when I was craving innocence,
not knowing then
what I know now,
that it is not a property of youth
or of maturity either, for that matter

It is that which is never effaced
by the surface of things,
that which we remain
to the core
through all the changes
that pass through us,
that which I can bask in,
then as now,
that which centers me
in ever present home.

©Wendy Mulhern
March 26, 2018