Summer evening on the land

The evening chirps of turkeys
are almost as refreshing
as the coolness that hasn’t come yet
(though I expect it soon)
— something like the sound
of bright cold water drops

I know enough by now about their language —
this chirping is the dialog of mom and chicks:
I am here and you are here —
let’s gather in this place
and call it home —
we are safe when we are here with you,
you are safe with me

They’ll fly up later into trees,
the mama birds will spread their wings,
the chicks will snuggle in.
The cooling night will magnify their coziness,
its quietude a lullaby for them.

©Wendy Mulhern
July 23, 2018

Progress Report

Baby steps toward healing —
being able to talk about it,
recognizing there was nothing
we could have changed,
given what we understood then,
given what we knew

Nothing that, had we done differently,
could have brought a different outcome.
Nothing short of
the salvation of the whole world
could make a difference

So there it is —
what could have helped us then
can help us even now.
We turn around and face the place
where dawn will come.

©Wendy Mulhern
May 28, 2018

Continuing

And life asserts itself
unendingly, with patience and with joy,
in baby ducks and beavers
and herons on the wing
and that blackbird
with its exultant warble
in the late afternoon sun
that still reaches it, there in the treetop

Life continues, in dating and in weddings,
in friends confiding in each other,
in families, in passing generations

And we will, too,
affection being the most important thing —
we’ll hold it tenderly
and we will rise.

©Wendy Mulhern
May 25, 2018

Mother’s Day

A rose may be shared,
as also, perhaps, a child,
or at least, the ties of motherhood

This didn’t come out as we expected,
did it, my love? But no matter —
it can be another thing we laugh about together

You, me, your dad, your brother —
we’ll all have a good laugh at this,
next time we get together,
next time we take a walk along the beach.

©Wendy Mulhern
May 13, 2018

Mending

Family folds us in
in ways we didn’t know we could expect,
nets of connection bear us up,
many arms embrace us

So the mending begins,
of holes we mostly can’t even see,
things that must be obvious to others —
places we are leaking,

Why we seem to need to keep sleeping,
simple tasks that seem impossible —
At some time we will have to rise up
and reassume our former mantles.
But for now we’ll let ourselves be held
circled up in other people’s care.

©Wendy Mulhern
April 29, 2018

Surrender

I’ll take what is given,
this storm, with roaring winds
and rain that slaps itself through screens
and runs down panes,
this sleep,

these people whose threads
are so deeply interwoven with my fabric
that we feel each other’s tug,
each other’s strength,

this truth, which settles out
(today, in luminescent teal)
so clear, so unassailable,
awaiting, but not demanding
my surrender, my return
to where I was before the world began.

©Wendy Mulhern
April 27, 2018

Hello

I will cherish this hello because
we don’t know when
we might be saying good bye

We don’t know how, we don’t know why —
we might be rent asunder by events,
or maybe we will drift
along the currents of our attention
and not notice
till we haven’t seen each other
in a long time

You may visit me in a dream,
I may wake up feeling unmoored
from my accustomed havens.
We may not know how
to talk to each other anymore

But all this speculation
may be keeping me
from this connection,
this perception, this igniting,
this hello.

©Wendy Mulhern
January 30, 2018

Gabriel

I saw the angel Gabriel today,
bright like fountain water,
clear as the quench of thirst,
soft as redemption

I remembered
(for Gabriel has come to me before)
how sure it is that afterwards
the promise of the moment
exquisitely unfolds

So, too, this time, in my sweet family,
let it be so —
let that pure presence
permeate us wholly,
let us be filled
and let us be delivered
to our promised native harmony.

©Wendy Mulhern
December 11, 2017