Year’s End

windy beach

There is, perhaps, a moment
for looking back along the year,
calling to remembrance
the things that were unknown,
the things we thought might be
before events rolled out their tracks,
other possibilities extinguished
by emerging facts

There’s always time
for flashes of gratitude
for what has developed —
understanding, skills acquired,
brightening deepening streams of love

There’s less time for wistfulness
at things left behind —
the wind here blows strong and steady,
bearing us onward
in our present purpose.

©Wendy Mulhern
December 27, 2015

Waiting

window lights

Throughout the rainy day,
a quiet sense of order
filled the house. People coming, going,
tasks accomplished,
music playing, soft lights glowing —
It was a day of nothing major,
but a visitor remarked
on the abiding peace. It’s been
a good day, in an unassuming way,
while we await the imperceptible
unfolding of a timeless truth.

©Wendy Mulhern
December 18, 2015

Is this a function of years?

pond with fall blackberry

Things start to feel
more like a story,
less like my life

All the things we failed to engineer,
all the things we tried to make happen,
the things that happened anyway,
the time that passed,
all the little memories —
trapped jewels of moments
glinting in the web
of our day-to-day past

The soft glow of acceptance
soothes the edges
of fervent and forgotten hopes —
we will not cause
the things that happen
but we will move through them
like light across the day,
we will take them in
to our ascending warmth.

©Wendy Mulhern
December 10, 2015

Christmas Letter

frosty maple leaves

There will be no Christmas letter
from us this year.
No Christmas letter, and no attending parties
where people talk and laugh and fill each other in
on their lives.

We have gone under water
and all our currency is ruined,
Or we have flown or fallen
into some different world
where we have yet to learn the referents.

We are rendered mute
not by being empty
but by being full —
too full to stir the new things in
(sloshing over the sides)

We’d love to tell you all about this
but we can’t.

©Wendy Mulhern
December 8, 2015

Unmiraculous

bare trees, wires

Days can seem unmiraculous,
even when someone returns,
from three days in bed
and one foot in another world,
to this one, and resumes his former place
as if nothing has happened
(and it hasn’t)

Days can seem staid
though much has been accomplished,
papers sorted and filed,
order restored
as rain lays down its seeps and puddles
throughout the darkish day
and things settle underground,
and the water table rises capably

It may be unmiraculous
that life goes through its quiet transformations,
yet miracle ever awaits
our moments of noticing.

©Wendy Mulhern
December 7, 2015

Refuge

Richmond Beach froth

We slide into laughter,
an intimate cove,
a secret cave,
a place between the sky
and the deep
(the wet of tears at the edges
making the rocks gleam)

Laughter like bubbling water,
thirst quenching and cool,
a little ledge we can hide on,
safe from the churn of fears and tragedy,
safe from the shafts of analysis
and resolutions.
We bring up the things
that made us laugh before,
just to keep us here
a little longer.

©Wendy Mulhern
November 24, 2015

Pre-dawn

door and light

In the early morning edges
where sleep tosses its transparent images
in fractal ragged waves
across awakeness

In the pre-dawn chill
where an electric light
fails to bring the vigor of the day

There is still radiance,
jewels of peaceful thought
spreading clarity,
rays of awareness
imparting buoyant hope:
this is a day of healing.

©Wendy Mulhern
November 18, 2015

Making Progress

mushrooms and fall leaves

On many days
progress proceeds unseen —
It isn’t time so much that’s needed
as the orderly placement
of each element in sequence
in a patient pace,
a laying down of layers:

“Aha”s that lead to new perspectives,
ways of seeing bringing ways of acting,
ways of acting bringing new responses,
so precipitating new perceptions,
which in turn bring new “aha”s

Eventually a clarity emerges,
a hope is met,
the work is done.

©Wendy Mulhern
November 9, 2015

Plaided

lone mushroom

The needs of the day
lap over each other,
motion blending into motion,
a plaiding of perception,
interrupted longitude of thought —
shortness of reflection
coming to feel like shortness of breath

I take myself away
where other things
can think for me —
tree in brilliant red surrender,
hands to the sky,
pigeons making life where they are,
on urban concrete and grass,
nudging each other into waves of movement.
Lone mushroom still signaling
its ownership of everything beneath —

These meanings can seep
into deep stretches
for my mind.

©Wendy Mulhern
October 17, 2015

Keeping Faith

fall vines

We do the little things,
clean sheets on beds,
lunch and dinner,
smiles like small fires
providing warmth

We wait on grace,
we keep the faith
and days yield their gifts —
shifts of light and color,
settling of thought,
and the sweet flow of everything
along the quiet lines
to their source.

©Wendy Mulhern
October 13, 2015